Sacing out

Ok daa.. Sac out.. This is gonna be little philosophical (and full of definitions for those who will not understand properly, Lets start with philosophy- philosophy is late knowledge)
The thing is today I realised that I am stupid. Now please don't say that what's new, everybody knows it. But there is significant difference in knowing and realising. Today I realised that I am stupid. Did I tell you, what stupid is? OK, stupid is one who repeats the mistakes and expects the different results :(
I refuse to comment about this stupidity (God!!! Please don't confuse this with Saturday stupidity), cause it has got to do with my acads, and my recent resolution does not permit me to discuss acads on this blog :)
My problem is I am not able to answer few questions. Every question has got an answer. If you are not getting any answer then you are not asking the right question. Questions like, why it is happening to me, why I am feeling so, why I am doing so, am I gonna do like this only, what is gonna happen... does not have any answers. The more I am thinking (worrying will be right word)about it, more I am getting frustrated. Only thing which I learnt is, simply worrying will not help any further. So what is this right question, I don't know. I don't care either.
From this moment I am not going care about what is happening around me, what people are thinking about me. Total sac out. I don't give a damn to any shit thing in this world anymore.
Let the whole world go to the hell, I am gonna lead my life the way I want to. I have no remorse for the things I did. I am happy the way I am leading my life.

Post Oasis blues

I can't express in words how OASIS was this time. May be I am confused. If what matters is end , then it was no better than previous ones and worst part is I have no explanation why I am feeling this. But there were couple of moments when I was so happy never before. :)
Whatever, it is over now.
Actually I am bored of my mood swings. As you can guess, I have no idea what is on my mind and what I am doing. No clue about why I am doing so. But only one thing I am sure of is I want to get out of this hell and get back to work.
Work... Good I realized soon.. Whole lot of assignments are pending. Back to street dog mode :)

Oasis

I was unnecessarily blaming oasis for bringing me the bad luck for last couple of years. ( though I don't believe in luck ) Actually this is because of stars, the sun leaving my sign (obb I don't believe in this also :) ) It's just coincidence that both the things happen at same time in year. (Please, don't ask what happened this time !) Ok let's forget about it for time being, and be happy thinking that the worst thing is yet to happen :) .

So I thought why not document the things and have fun. OASIS is gonna start tomorrow, they are fully prepared. As if they have made their mind to screw my happiness to all possible level. Oh, I am talking about my assignments :( OS and NumAl assignments, DSA and SoftE semester projects, eGov :( And BaMiNe (my new good4nothing pastime) is also waiting for its turn to come. So poor me, I have no idea what I am gonna do in OASIS, either do my goddamm assignments, or go n njoy the psenti OASIS.

But who cares, no matter what happens , it's sure that gonna have fun with all my F.R.I.E.N.D.S. (Bye the way I have already started having it <(:) )

\:D/ Now I am also a blogger. Late is better than never :)